Currently Watching Ray (Widescreen Edition) see related

               Well, let's see...  Today I woke up at the sacreligious hour of 6:00 to get to the SAT on time.  Took the dumb test and was planning on going to workday cause JT was gonna go if I did, but then by the time I got home and changed I figured it would be over by the time I got out to his house.  Well, anyway, then I watched TV for the first time in forever and decided to go to the mall.  So I walked around for a while looking dumb cause I was by myself.  I called Nikki up and she came by and we chased hott guys around the mall!!  I had my makeup done by one of the freaky M A C guys, but it looked pretty cool.  Nikki made me try on a swimsuit which I actually kind of liked.  If I was keen on spending money on scraps of cloth, I woulda bought it, but I'm not, so I didn't.  Then I talked to Kris on the phone for a while and now I'm watching Ray with my mom.  Such a good movie.  I love just being able to do what I want when I want.  No homework to worry about, no schedule, no nothing.  If you wanna do something, feel free to call me up, cause I got all the time in the world!

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My dream guy would call me 'kiddo...'  I don't know why I want to be called that, but I want to be little and I want him to be big and strong.  The whole feeling safe in his arms thing is huge...  I'm definitely thinking of someone in particular.  ::sigh::

               There's only one person I want to be with right now and I don't have the nerve to tell him that.